Open Blog

Hello All!
It has been a very long time since I have posted.  I am publically opening my blog again.  We have had a lot of life changes in the last year or so.

After baby Caroline died, I longed to find someone that shared my story.  It is rare to find someone with a second trimester miscarriage.  I feel like some blogs have really helped me, and if my story can help someone else, then I would be very happy to help.

Fortunately, The Lord placed a friend in my life, a very long time ago, and we have connected again.  Unfortunately,  she also lost her baby...exactly two years before I did.  I do not believe this is a coincidence.  The Lord has already used her in a mighty way to minister to me.  She reminded me the other day that our sole purpose in life is to glorify God.  That means to glorify Him through all circumstances, even the birth of my stillborn baby.  This is a process.  Sometimes I feel like it is one step forward and two back, but I know God is shaping me and putting my broken spirit back together again.  He is the only one who can make me whole.

It is very strange, but in an odd way, I feel like repeating my story over and over is a kind of healing.  Maybe it gives me a sense that it was actually real and that it did happen.  My blogs will probably be all over the place, but I hope to make them about what is on my mind at the time.

Blog updates to come, so stay tuned.